Well, if you can’t tell by my title, I am back to day 1 on the whole no smoking thing. Not that it’s a good excuse, but today is my birthday and last night I had a party… and well I treated myself to one. Just one. But that means the count restarts. Now that I got that out of my system… NO MORE.
But on a good note, my birthday was spectacular!! Got to see all of my wonderful friends one last time before we all part our ways and go back to school. Got some good pictures too. Although, recently, I seem to hate every picture of myself because my face looks so fat. Like a double chin ew. I weigh the most I ever have in my entire life and you can actually tell in my face ( too scared to get on the scale recently). It’s gross. You think that would be enough motivation to get me exercising and eating healthy again! Ugh there are just too many temptations when I stay at home…
6 more days until I am back at school and my diet and exercising plan starts…. I can do this.
Well, the new year has officially begun… Crazy how another year has come and gone… time sure does fly!!! I have started to work on my New Year goals which I stated in my previous post. My working out/ eating healthy officially starts Jan.13th when I go back to school… but for now I am trying to cut back and lean away from junk.
Today is day #2 of no smoking! Not that I ever was a huge smoker… I would go through a pack of cigarettes in about a week or more… normally only smoked them when I was drinking or super stressed out… so it hasn’t been hard at all so far. It never is at first. I have gone 2 weeks without smoking before, but the first time I am out having a good time drinking and around other people that are smoking… I somehow always give in and end up smoking way too much. Then I’m back to square one on Day 1. But this time, I am quitting for good! I have contemplated buying an e-cig to help me for when I am at parties or have a craving… but as of now I am going to try to quit cold turkey. No nothing. E-cigs still contain nicotine soooo its still not healthy as much as they make it seem like it is. And they taste good… so I really don’t want to get addicted to an e-cig like many people I know. We shall see!
On another note, I am ready to get back to school and get back in a groove! I need the gym and healthy foods with no temptations! I also need the privacy of my own apartment back for my own sanity’s sake. I love my parents and my home.. but damn! One thing is for sure, when you go to college, you appreciate home a lot more, but you also appreciate your independence and alone time!
Im ending this night on a good note watching the Sugar Bowl… Thought Alabama would bring it to prove to the nation they should be playing for a national title… but instead they are pretty much doing just the opposite… Don’t really care who wins though! My gamecocks won yesterday and that’s all that matters!!